Just some thoughts ...

Big step in my life ... and I'm going in the wrong way.
here's the way I fell now :

When everything goes bad …

It feels like even the sun stops shining …

I greet you to my world ,

The world of the grey …

The place where all dreams fade.

Feels like I’m walking around,

Lost in the plains of despair … and no way out

I could scream , but there’s no one to hear me

I could run but the farther I get

The world keeps getting darker and darker,

But so strangely familiar ….

Why ? I feel like I should be mad at someone,

someone to blame ??? but who ?…

I already know who’s fault is, but …

What can I do when the very person I should be mad at is …

Myself .

All we can do is to keep going ,

As long as we are alive

It can get worse, so enjoy now!

While you still have what too …